to stay happy and not be depressed. i just had the best 13 days of my life...and then i had to watch the love of my life board a plane and leave me..i didn't honestly know i could cry that much in the course of one day...my heart felt as though it were ripping in two, because the one i love was no longer by my side and though i know i will see him again soon...the pain of watching him leave was more then i could have imagined...
Simon...i love you so much...and i can't believe how unbelievably lucky i am to have had you come to see me for those 13 days. they were truly the best 13 days of my life so far and i can't even begin to explain how happy you made me and how amazing you are. you far exceeded my expectations, even though i built you up so high, being able to be with you was beyond amazing. i still can't believe you were really here...and that you really left. but it's only a little over a month until we see each other again...so i just have to keep thinking about that day, when i can be in your arms again...i love you so much...